well done

原来，I was the only one who keep looking back at the past.

whatever happened last time remains history, or to be said, a chapter of life; neither a Present nor Future. All the while I'm being the foolish who keeps reminiscing my past.
Moving on.

Past is past, what matters is today and tomorrow.
Work Stress kills when there's no wild social life & entertainment to balance it !!

long sigh.

I don't know whom I should dedicate this song to

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

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well, it has been an EMO month, so far.

I MISS YOU MISSING ME

again & again

again I will miss the fun and outing.

IM SO FARAWAY FR Y'ALL
BUT I CAN'T GO ANYWHERE ELSE BUT HOME

sobbs !!

I won't post anything of these on facebook cuz everyone will be seeing it

I don't think it's necessary for everyone to know about my thoughts and feelings

facebook's statuses sometimes are so random

a friend of mine said this :

" Life is like Facebook. People will like your problems & comments, but no one will solve them because everyone is busy updating theirs "  

TRUE OR NOT 

u complained smth, whether it's a gd news bad news, 

the only thing it would do is to 'LIKE'

LIKE  what ?! 

I very good at posting updates/blog posts and delete them hours after that

dont know why perhaps I regret my sayings
so be sure you are reading my updated news hahaha

Good Night

Perseverance

I'm a little disappointed that...I wasn't there with you all.
and I'm really sad that I couldn't come to see you all..
and celebrate the birthdayS together

Happy Belated Birthday to my dear sisters also BFF's
( you are reading this ! that's you !)

I feel sorry we're far away fr each other
will I start to lose you all ?
perhaps I think too much of myself

However, for my future I have to hang on and be patient.
I have to bear my responsibilities since decision has alrd been made.
Being an obedient daughter to my parents.
Well, home is home, just admit that it's a NO-FREEDOM-CAGE wth
Being a hard-working employee at a new place soon, totally.
Placing my desires somewhere, temporarily.
Pls forgive my absence.

I hope one day, SOON, that I will be able to come back to see you
and we could hang-put somewhere and sing k haha
so, WAIT FOR ME





WORKING is the top-of-mind right at the moment.

what's the difference ?!

WTF la


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狐狸尾巴在微笑

                                                            picture for illustration purpose 
                                                                
我受够了你九尾狐
公主病啊 ？！Gung Jyuh Behng huh ?!!!
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原来把自己关在家里不是好事
熬出病来了
自己一个人还真的会胡思乱想
疑心病重
开始期待上班生活
我不要闷在家里了

唱

我不要杨丞琳的暧昧，我想唱梁静茹的勇气。
歌词的每一字一句我都喜欢 =）

如果你明白我在说什么哈哈

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溜冰真刺激。

What makes things interesting and memorable are not the place or the activites you're engaged to,
but who you are with in those moments.

I'm truly appreciate every moment spent with my dear friends
as long as we are together, the same gang,
cos time is short =)

I'm picking up my family members fr the airport tomorrow.
how excited is that =)

26days left in Oz, sadly,
I can't stay anymore, legally.
做人要知足 ！

马来西亚的家人朋友我快回来了！
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I love the skinship between khuntoria, such an adorable couple haha
can't wait to finish watching the show when I get back home !

聊聊天 =D

因为眷恋才危险。坠入那个恐怖的无底洞。能找到只爱你的然后你也很爱她/他的人，谈何容易！单身真好。你想做什么就做什么你爱做什么就做什么不需想太多不需交待没有束缚。此刻女孩想家了真的很想家了。家人付出一切的爱最为永恒真心可贵。现在发生的一切只是过眼云烟。这样说好像有点惨忍。女孩有点慌了。心动！？荒唐荒唐！泛起的无数涟漪，还不至于浪涛汹涌的地步。女孩清楚自己在做什么。控制。越去想就越麻烦，牵累自己。女孩只想自己一个人。面壁思过。自我反省不要一错再错下去。想得开就好了。请你我不要多管闲事。生活有点乏味，追求生活的新鲜刺激很平常。不过，脱缰的野马最终还得归家.女孩郑重道歉如果她的行为举此疯言疯语吓坏了大家。家里的墙壁有点寂寞，女孩想陪它聊聊天 =D





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to my friends who are couples =)
祝贺有情人永远幸福。牽起的手,別輕易放手。
来看看这个有趣的漫画 ：

credits: facebook

Never ever underestimate

我是一根小小小草 ~ 怎么长呀长 却长呀长不高 ~

我寻寻觅觅 寻寻觅觅 一个温暖的怀抱，

这样的要求算不算 太高。

我付出的总比得到的还要少。。。

原来我， 什么都不想要 ~

（K 歌瘾又来了， 我的天啊）

GuMiHo

怀疑ta生前是一只九尾狐。
众男人都为ta神魂颠倒。


看完了‘蒲松龄’
就是那只狐狸精,
搏人同情。
XXXX !

:(
我喜欢的男人啊， 不要被迷倒了。
回来回来。

abracadabra ~
I wanna be a witch/vampire for the coming Halloween.
where's my love ??? come back to me, U-know !

hahaha my dearies ;)

Toho Trivia

I was so madly in love with my husbands until i created another blog just to talk about them. sigh, that was ages ago, and they're no longer tohoshinki/dbsg but will live in my heart as always.

what they used to do in Japan:
Bullying Junsu is the only way for Changmin to feel relax

HAHAHA I used to think that it's funny and ridiculous,
now that I have the similar habit and I don't think it's funny anymore.
gosh, it's horrible. Change it devilb you're getting scarier each day.

ohmmm

ohmmm ~ ohmmm ~ ~

meditation helps calming down my anxiety and bad mood.

I may sound harsh but these are the facts.

To whom it may concern,

Being a final year marketing graduate, good satisfying level of english proficiency is EXPECTED.

Don't gimme bullshit work which I don't get the ideas. such as :

 ' Hence, with this strategic marketing activities and plans that XXX produces would manage to enhance the company to achieve their mission and goals.' ....and that's why PROOF READ/PEER-REVIEW IS ESSENTIAL, always said by tutor Amanda.

Be professional and have the team spirit to support each other.

Be responsible and I expect equal contribution of work from every team members.
I mean, GOOD work.

Respect each other's opinion.

and also I don't mind a little bit of paraphrase from Senior's work.
but, pls BE A SMART paraphrase-er

Thanks for the understanding. pls dont be angry.

Kind regards,
Devilbabies

ohmmmm ~

该面对的还是要面对

three pending event on  2/7/2010

- Marketing Pubcrawl
- Heading to USA farewell party
- Samuel's house party

ALL CLASH.
well. looks like everyone loves the third event.
well. I wanted to go farewell my friend first but looks like...
hmmmm *thinkig deeply* cannot decide which to skip.
all are very berry important.


亲爱的朋友或许我不来跟你说再见了，
知道我们以后不会再看见对方了。
珍重。

너만 원하고 있잖아

꿈에서라도 돌아온다면

세상을 다 가진 것 같을텐데

Tik Tik Tok Tok 빗물이 떨어져
Digi Digi Bob Bob to the Sound
가슴이 찢어지는 아픔에
우리 둘이 Break it now
하루만 단 하루만 사랑할 수 있기를
이렇게 애원하잖아

내 목소리 안들리니
매일 너만 찾고 있는데

다시 돌아온다고

아직도 널 부르면 달려올 것 같은데
이별을 믿을 순 없어

내 목소리 안들리니
눈을 감아도 귀를 막아도
니가 보이고 니 목소리가 들리는데

단 1초라도 함께한다면
세상을 다 가진 것 같을텐데

那一天会是个漫长的，痛苦的夜晚。
我说，机会，命运...骗人的。
难熬的七月二号啊，可不可以永远不要来？

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越来越喜欢的CN Blue. 有几首歌充份地表达我心里的话。
想翻译我post的韩文？慢慢等吧。

（还是韩国人最好看 ）

I am a SHERO wannabe

one of my favourite taiwanese pop singers

I am a SHERO wannabe.

I don't want a HERO, cause I know that won't happen anytime soon.

I know that when I collapsed,

no one is coming to help me or save me.

Hero never comes.

I have to stand up by myself.

I don't want to depend much on people.

weird and different huh.

SHERO lyrics:

我对我说 当最后只剩下我 谁是我英雄?

看不到 找不到 等不到 你的 HERO

为何不 作自己 只手撑天的 SHERO

你可以 我可以 为自己赴汤蹈火 的SHERO

像女王 挥舞著 骄傲披风

Once again, emotional is taking me over.
没人管我
跌了也没人扶
没人管我感受
受够了
不稀罕同情
我不是个软弱的人
我也不要再多管了，
玩出火是人自己招的。
警告过了。

Hey ! long time no see !

most of my friends say that if u reverse the word 'stress',
it becomes 'dessert'.
hence, the cure for stress is dessert.

however, it seems to me that Dessert is not helpful,
It gained my weight,
and gives me MORE stress.

when study stress comes,
especially at these times (exam period)
I tend to have constipation (hahaha laugh if u want to)
two-three days no toilet visit (scary huh)

fr studnet's lounge's window. Winter. grr.

but yesterday and today was good
either it was because the heaps pizza that I had at campus till my stomach was fully-loaded,
or because the cup of hot capuccino this afternoon (my stomach can't handle caffein, seriously)
or thats because of my bmpp tutor Amanda.
every single words came fr her mouth makes me scared, terrified, stressed.
but without her, I dunno how to start study bmpp it's so hard to do my revision.
I miss her accent. her life stories.
My major research essay was marked, y-a-y ! I passed.

when you're here,
i feel miserable,
 in the way that your presence had pressured me.
I lost my mind.
when you're not here,
i feel miserable too,
 in the way that I can't find my motivation anywhere else.
I lost my mind.

Afternoon tea 과 오드리 언니

Audrey unnie (refer to a 'sister' in korean)

She always know where can get delicious food
and shops operated by the koreans.
I feel like a korean again teehee

wafffffffffles yummmmmmmmm

행벅 한금

jung mal kamsahabnida unnie!

had a great talk with unnie,

we miss eun kyung unnie, other unnies and oppas so much

back to taylors,

our weekly korean lessons.

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Met a male version of ade****.

exactly the same attitude and behaviour.

emo-nya.

but not angry la.

TEN is crucial

TEN days.
I give myself ten days.

If i still couldnt cope with study,
I am going to see a counsellor,
drop my International Marketing course,
Give up the chance for exposing myself in the Australian business industries.
one IMT is enough to suffer for the last semester.

=)
(well i smiled, cause I have backed up plan...i guess so???)

and the freaking weather 9.6'C. cool . how i wish that i could CHILL but lots of assignments to catch up..grrrr.....
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Dear my fifth uncle,
the only thing i remembered about you was the time when you stayed in my hse & talked to me. And also during grandpa's funeral, I saw you sitting quiet alone, I saw your emotionless face, I saw your sorrowful eyes, then you walked away from the crowd...
Somehow i'm glad that you got your freedom now, no more sufferings, and join dearest grandpa & great-grandparents in the heaven. sorry that I couldn't come back during this very moment but I will pray for you. may you rest in peace. amitabha.

God pls bless my family members to be healthy and safe as always. thank you.